Lost Love

Y .Thursday, July 16, 2009.

It;'s my 40th post ever since tis blog has been created...but tis doesnt mean i

will post everyday though..Anw today had a aftnoon lesson conducted by de

principal and at first before de lesson i thought tat it is a waste of time...but i

was wrong...My principal was super funny and inspiring. Through de lesson we

had, i find her words veri encouraging and it mkes mi wan to work even harder

to achive my goals and wishes. Well guess its all i am gonna post today cos tis

is de onli thing i do today tat i reali reali enjoyed de most.

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I REALI DUNNO WAD I SHLD DO...I AM REALI CONFUSED...SAW UR BLOG

BUT I HOPE I WONT BE WAD I AM THINKING IN MY MIND...I WAN TO JIO

U AND I WAN TO SAY TAT I LIKE U..BUT I DONT HAVE TO COURAGE TO

AND I SCARED TAT I WILL BREAK UR HEART AND HURT UR FEELING.....

YYY

Sayonara :D

3:57 AM

Y .Tuesday, July 14, 2009.

Long time nvr post liao...dont reali feel like posting cos i jux dont reali have

de interest anymre...i guess...So alot of things happened for de pass weeks

like celebrating my sis bday on 7 july..went to soccer "training" wif my frends

and hiking on 11 jluy sat...in addition oso went to NP to hlp my frend to focus

group interview survey and sme unluky things happen at tat point in time too..

wont post it cos its alrdy settle ba...On sun, went to ecp for my frend's bacherlor

nite and we sabo him till veri jialat. He did cable ski and at de first 2 times he

flew out to de centre but his board is still close to de platform...was super funny

didnt go sch yst cos i cant wake up and when i did...its alrdy 1pm...zzz...i pro rite

...haha. Sch today was ok cos had 4 free periods. Well i guess tats all...

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I REALI REALI DUNNO WAD TO DO...I HAVE FEELINGS FOR U BUT I SCARE

U WILL REJECT MI...U SAID TAT LOVE HAS NO BOUNDARIES BUT IF EVER

I REALI ASK U...U WILL BE CONFUSED AND SHOCK...HAIXX...

YYY

Sayonara :D

1:49 AM

Y .Tuesday, July 07, 2009.

I am so cnofused abt wad happended few days bak...i really dunno wad i shld

do..one side i scared i will brk antoher heart soon ltr...onde other..i still have

feelings for her...wad shld i do man...i dunno..i am jux so coinfused...hlp...

YYY

Sayonara :D

2:41 AM

Y .Monday, July 06, 2009.

Dont feel like posting all de sudden and was kind of disappointed and sad abt

sme things tat happen tis few days especially today. I dunno why i am super

duper angry wif all my church ppl...no exactly all but most of them. Tis is how

it goes...Morning ask kor to hlp mi mass send msg to all de ppl in church to tell

them abt my sis bday celebration tmr. Waited for a whole day but apparently

got onli 6ppl out of abt 20+ replied bak to mi and de rest i dunno wads wrong

wif them replied jolene instead of mi who is suppose to be de organiser for de

event. Did put at de end of de msg rsvp to mi but no one did. In fact, when jo

msg them they replied...WTH....i cant tke it anymre...is ther an attitude issue tat

de church missed out and needs to address and remind them abt by scolding or

even discipline them? I dunno...i am so angry and frustrated now la...i guess for

those who noes my blog i hope they will see tis post and wake their stupid idea

up be4 i reali give up hope on them and wont ever wan to ask or invite them

to any event i organise becos no one bothers to even spend a minute otr two jux

to reply a msg...HALO IF EVER THEIR FUTURE GFs MSG THEM I THINK THEY

WILL REPLY IT IMMEDIATELY WIFOUT WATIING. I was thinking oso for a long

long time tat wad if one day i suddenly disppear from tis church and wont turn up

anymre will there be even one ppl to ask mi wad happen or why did i suddenly

leave when i am doing veri well in church...and will they be shocked...i wonder..

well tats all i am gonna post cos i got no mood to post abt anythin anymre and i

will onli post if i feel like it...

YYY

Sayonara :D

6:13 AM

Y .Thursday, July 02, 2009.

Haixx....sch reopen liao..so sian. Yup monday had AYG celebration so can go sch

late...and i mean veri late. No lessons on monday but cher showed us de newnew

timetable tat our class was not happy wif cos monday end sch at 5pm...zzzz...sian.

Tues lessons resumed and was surprise tat we chi and non a-maths students have

6 free periods cos our chi teacher nvr cme and so is el. But during el lesson MR.

Gary Lam came into our class and said tat he will be taking over tues lessons from

than on...haixxx..Aft recess had 4 periods under de my form cher....cd, poa and tpi.

Cher release us early cos she onli select 3ppl for tpi...haha...Wed was all de way de

opposite and had lessons plus work all de way...For de first time i actually did my

maths work aft my MYE results...i have de determination to work hard...cannot let

mt parents down...aft tat came bak hme and saw my mum at hme...she didnt work..

she ask mi wad time i going chruch cos she is going to tpy wif my dad...haha...saw

them at a ltr time at tpy while waitiing for bus but they nvr noticei was there...haha..

i too pro to be spotted...Today lessons was still quite ok except i fell aslp during el

period as i cannot seem to keep myself awake cos i was quite tired...Chem a new

cher sat beside mi and my frend and she tot us de questions we dunno...she is good

man,, learnt alot of of things frm her...Now i am wondering how to celebrate my sis

bday cos its quite hard to plan. Tough i alrdy have plan in mind, i still dunno wad to

do...must reali give her a good memorable bday tis yr...cos last yr was a disater...

we shall see ba. Tats all peeps.......

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I AM SO CONFUSED NOW...I DUNNO WAD TO DO....WHO CAN HLP MI....I DONT

THINK ANYONE CAN...HAIXXX

YYY

Sayonara :D

2:07 AM

Y .Friday, June 26, 2009.

Long tie since i stop posting liao. Well lets start from tuesday ba...Went to ecp in

de noon so tat i can learn roller blading from my frend. Did manage to catch sme

skills but when we reach bedok jetty i was veri tired. De breeze ther was nice and

we saw a half rainbow in de sky. Aft tat started blading bak but when we reach de

food centre, i got the burning feeling on my feet so i stopped blading and walk bak

to de bike shop..haoixx. Aft tat went to potong pasir to fellowship wif my frends cos

one of them is going to taiwan wif my pastor. Wed woke up veri early in de morning

and went to de airport to send my frend and pastor off, Was veri tired but had a great

time having breakfast wif my pastor and frends. At nite when to national library to join

in for my church outdoor food hunt activity. De race started and my team was like linkin

up de dishes be4 we even finish eating our first dish. Won de race cos we spend de

least and linking up to de mystery last dish. Thurs stayed at hme do nth and was so

bored to death. Yst is de best. Went out wif my frends at nite to watch transformer but no

sits were available at cathay. One of my frend called his bro to hlp him check for places

and in de end we booked tickets for show at 11.15pm at iluma ther. Ate dinner at AMK

b4 we set off for bugis and i went hme to ger sme things before i meet up wif them at

iluma. De show was awesome and it was 2h30min long but was veri good. Slacked at

mac aft tat till 3 plus before i came hme to slp and woke up at 8plus today. Now i am tired

but ltr still got youth service t go..cant wait....

YYY

Sayonara :D

11:15 PM

Y .Wednesday, June 24, 2009.

Long time no post liao...jux to post so tat my blog wont be dead. Will

try to update on wad happen de last few days asap..now i am jux to

lazy to update...Yup...short post today...haha...

Tag replies:

-C'azq, ♥>>>Thnks for tagign...hahas

AMELIA♥>>thnks so much...long time no see...haha

YYY

Sayonara :D

12:28 AM